He had set the car battery aside for recharging and decided to take the bus,
crouched in the shelter of the bus stop like a giant bird of prey. His senses
were aroused this morning, their parabolas directed against the world, searching
for signs, signals. The particular state wasn't new to him, he had felt
something similar the day the prime minister and party leader had been shot in
the open street of the capital. The event in itself was completely unlikely,
shouldn't take place in a country that had been ruled by the Party more or less
without interruption for seventy years. Like cold incongruously traveling to
heat, the lawfulness of the universe turned into its opposite. After the murder
he had felt obliged to observe society at large, try the components for their
worth, obliged to try to discern its movement, its direction, if there was any.
In this ambition he could experience that his powers of observation were
abnormally sharpened, so that he walked about in his everyday environment
feeling clairvoyant, second-sighted. A dangerous play that mustn't be revealed.
Next to him another traveller took up his station. Immediately the space of the
shelter was halved; suddenly he was free to watch only in one direction and had
to content himself with furtive glances in the other. Within all developed
societies it was an unwritten law not to look candidly at strangers within the
sphere of public transport; it was taken for granted that all travelling took
place in silent, introverted devotion. In spite of this everyone saw, and was
seen. Harry knew this and insisted on both parts: the borders, the unknown that
you wanted to know more about but were excluded from. In this way a silent truce
was established between two travellers in a shelter, an interaction of silence,
numbness, restriction. (In addition there was an obstacle to communication
behind their backs, a memento silentii: two enormous breasts with projecting
nipples and the words TWIN PEAKS in flaming versals. It was imperative not to be
caught eyeing this artful key stimulus.)
Still, after a while Harry felt ready to squint at the newcomer. He might be
about thirty, was of powerful build, like a wrestler, stocky and
broad-shouldered, gym shoes, jeans, flannel shirt and woollen cap. If he had
left something behind at home it was his motorcycle. He wasn't a resident of the
area, Harry had never seen him before. He had tucked his hands in his pockets,
at intervals he half-lifted one foot and rocked to and fro, to warm himself or
circulate the blood. The whole inventory took but a second, and Harry felt
rather certain that it had remained unnoticed by the other side.
Gym shoes, he thought indignantly, almost like going barefoot in this weather.
Around them the one hundred and twentieth depression of that year battered the
landscape with all its energy, the rain poured down without a break, leaves and
pieces of paper slowly piled up over the sewer outlets. The shelter was tattooed
with graffiti on all sides, posters half torn, pop heroes embellished with
moustache and swastika, the strongest negative expression of the scribblers,
sympathy for the devil. It always surprised him that this following hadn't
disappeared for good at the rear horizon of history, he never quite understood
why.
Within the shelter a dry maple leaf slid to and fro with the gusts. Its tips
clasped at the asphalt surface, like a cat clawing a slippery floor for
foothold. The scratching sound pierced his very marrow, he caught the leaf cat
with his sole, guided it towards a wet surface, trampled it down to fix it.
Out in the haze two silhouettes approached. They walked as one, pressed to each
other to the extent that they seemed to have merged. Man, woman, the man
bareheaded, the woman had extended her shawl to cover both heads. Harry Jönsson
lowered his eyes, he didn't want them to feel watched, but he noticed how his
neighbour raised his chin and stared in a challenging way. When the two had
passed he spat in the gutter: 'They should stick to their own women.'
Harry raised his head again, the question written in his face.
'It was one of those Moslems.'
There was nothing particularly Moslem about the man's back, but Harry suddenly
recognized the woman. It was Jenny. Just then the bus arrived.
He had had no anonymous phone calls after the election. Normally it belonged to
the sequel of any event that brought the Party into the limelight: the anonymous
voices called attention to themselves, at every possible hour. Ruth could hear
through walls when he was connected to one of them: Harry got longwinded, argued
endlessly, in that way stretching calls that made him ill at ease. She also
understood his reasons. Most of the callers were frightened and bullied
wretches, but you had to be made of wood in order not to notice the clenched
fist in the pocket. The experience of some latent threat transformed him into a
Soul fisherman, attempting to rescue stray souls into the safe haven of the
Party, or at least into some sort of order. He had spent hundreds of hours that
way with a furious, accusing voice at his ear, trying to calm and reconcile with
arguments and measured counterquestions. He called them "my anonymous friends",
a few had got so addicted to his particular therapy that they appealed to him
day and night, until Ruth had had enough and raised objections. Each call took
its toll of his resources, he often went around pondering for weeks on what he
could and should have answered.
'They say one thing, but when it comes to it they want to get something else off
their chests. People of that kind act like a sort of crack in the foundations,
they must not be too numerous, when that happens, the house comes down.'
'I know as well as you do what the world looks like, and I know that you have to
accommodate yourself in order to endure. You are too frail to be occupied by
these lunatics for years and years, Harry, you attract madcaps. The whole thing
should be handled automatically, with technique, not with life and soul at
stake.'
'I doubt that you would understand their language, Ruth.'
'Nonsense! That way you could supply every stupid bastard with a halo of his
own!'
In the end he allowed her to take the calls. Under no circumstances would he
disconnect the phone, not even overnight.
Ruth's technique was simple. When the caller remained anonymous she paused and
said: One moment, please, i am just going to connect the tape recorder. At
intervals she would cup her hand over the microphone, pretending to discuss with
others around her. All of a sudden she would break in and command: Would you
repeat the last one, please. Say it in plain terms.
In most cases the call was interrupted within half a minute. Since Ruth took
over, the calls had ceased almost altogether. She regarded it as a victory, but
Harry was secretly worried.
The machine had brought its operation to a happy end, the pot was filled to the
brim with boiling hot medium roast. Now Jenny should come, or Ruth would start
worrying about her. At that point the telephone rang. Ruth took three long
strides, grabbed the receiver, said: 'Jönssons,' waited with her mouth half
open. Silence, silence, a scraping sound, breathing, more silence. She waited
patiently.
'Is this the whorehouse on Rowan Road?'
'No,' she answered, 'you've got the wrong number. And the wrong address.'
'You know damn well that I got the right number.' To a listening entourage: 'If
she's going to have a number, it should be the right sort of number.'
From the same entourage a roaring laugh.
'One moment, please, I'm just going to connect the tape recorder,' she answered,
pulled out the plug and inserted it again.
'There are rumours that you hired a new whore, who is good at sucking Arabs.
Could five ordinary, Swedish knuckleheads make an appointment for tonight?' In
the background: 'Five dicks of Swedish steel.'
Ruth held her breath for five seconds: 'It seems to me that you are not
responsible for your own words? Is somebody else deciding for you what you
should say?'
No, she thought, Harry could almost have said that.
'She doesn't believe i can make it stand on my own.'
Thunderous laughter again. 'Look into the receiver, and see for yourself.'
New voice. 'Concerning the Arab whore. We thought of giving her an overhaul so
that she knows her rightful place.'
'I have been told that people who have physical strength must be very careful
with their use of force, in order not to harm anybody who is much weaker than
themselves. Now I ask: why do men as big and strong and clever as you need to
confirm this on a feeble and stupid woman like me?'
'Isn't there a thirteen-year-old soon getting ripe for the trade? We could teach
her a few tricks.'
Thunderous laughter in the background: 'Then we'll take the Arab whore for
dessert.'
Ruth cupped her hand over the receiver, spoke in a low voice into the empty
room. Then she said: 'Sorry, i didn't get the last one.'
'We'll keep in touch.'
Someone who knew their living conditions. Strange: how quickly human beings
recorded and connected.
'Something that I did not think possible has happened to me,' said Jenny. 'Can
you believe it, Ruth?'
She dropped down at the kitchen table with a sigh.
'Yes, I can,' Ruth answered and sat down opposite to her. 'Who is he?'
Jenny searched for words. 'He is completely unique.'
'Now you are making me curious! Take off your coat before you spill coffee over
it.'
'I don't mean that there are not other unique people. Both you and Harry are
unique people to me, and most likely to many other people as well.'
'Some are more unique than others. I myself don't feel so uniquely unique.'
'I thought at once: he is the right one for me. Isn't it stupid, incredibly
teenagerish?'
Ruth poured coffee into two cups.
'Is there no more to tell?'
'He is what the crusaders called a Saracen.'
'Oh. How long has he been here?'
'For four years.'
'Then he must have a work permit.'
'He works with kids in a daycare centre. The kids call him Hassan.'
'You haven't told me anything about his person.'
'I think it will have to wait for a while.'
Listening to the local radio was a way of keeping oneself informed. Not about
events of the big world, but about the tender corns of the small one. The
municipal councillor saw it as his task to keep one window open in each
direction, serving as a transit station for the messages. Here lay the reason
why he chastised himself a couple of hours each week by checking out the listing
of wounded and dead from the battlefields of the world, and spending an equal
amount of time bathing in the frog's perspective of the local radio. He did
neither from inclination, and, taking for granted that everybody around him
shared his feelings about journalism, he read foreign news in the bathroom and
used earphones whenever listening to the radio. In addition he split his
consciousness between two levels, one level handling routine tasks at half
speed, the other following the broadcast at standby level, hearing without
actually feeling or remembering. Key words, outbursts of feeling, shrill and
grating notes woke him up to active listening. He seldom learnt anything about
humans during these mortifications, since he already knew the difference between
have and have not and knew that blood flows where boys play with guns. At most
he was confirmed in his view that the world still offered tasks and goals for
politics, at the municipal level as well as elsewhere.
It was three o'clock in the afternoon, he had had six meetings and three
interviews, had used the telephone for at least an hour, skipped lunch but
finally been forced to withdraw to his office and order a kebab from the city.
He turned the pages of lists while waiting for his calorie supply, listened to
the local radio with a quarter of his hearing. One of the parties from outer
space was behind the entertainment, painting the local election result as the
return of Antichrist to the conquered earth, a foretaste of Apocalypse, the end
of the world. His own plans for tax raises was on the carpet, and the municipal
councillor laughed up his sleeve. Raising taxes was the last thing he intended
to do, that road was no longer open; money had to be procured other ways,
without the "tax" label.
Several of the voices were familiar to him. He knew the history of affliction of
the speakers, their circumstances, in many cases their political affiliation as
well, in the past and in recent time. In a medium-sized municipality this was
still possible, in other places not to be thought of. A whining-voiced woman
vented her feelings about those crickets of society who played and sang but
never pulled so much as a blade of grass to the ant-hill; a widow, retired with
pension, dependent on home help, her bile was directed against the local evening
classes funded by the educational association, the cultural backbone of the
municipality. He had listened to her tirades on the same wavelength at least a
dozen times, and still he listened attentively, since he felt that he never
could become familiar enough with the feeling that spoke through her. In short
it ran: I have never had anything for free, why should others? I have toiled and
moiled all my life, where is my reward? You had to keep close contact with
feelings of that kind, always.
In a bid to help out the poor economy of the municipal housing company, a
basement space in the house where she lived had been rented out as rehearsal
premises to some of these evening classes: fledgling rock groups. A memorandum,
she could be offered a new flat, assistance with the removal.
The presenter cut her off as he had done a dozen times before and made way for
another Jeremiah. The obvious aim of the program was quantity, its intention to
show how discontent smouldered at the base of the population at the prospect of
another three years of Party rule. Now refugees and immigrants were on the
agenda, a burden to the society, parasites of the welfare state, flocking around
contributions and benefits like bluebottles around carrion. The Moslems, a
purulence in western cultures that should be deported to the Gaza strip, where
both friend and foe would know how to handle them.
'That's your opinion,' the presenter said. 'But i can understand it very well.'
'It is your opinion,' he echoed a minute later. 'But it's interesting.'
Concluding: 'I would like to know if there are more opinions of this kind. Maybe
what we hear is a wide-spread opinion? Are there more views out in the villages,
then call me right now. Let us hear what the simple, ordinary people are
thinking in this matter, not only professors and clergymen and authors!'
Harry thought: fourteen days more of this and we will have lost the election.
The voice agitating against immigrants belonged to the man at the bus stop, no
doubt about that. He had stated his name when introduced, now he gave himself
out as a Party member as well. True enough: there was a Party member by that
name, but he wasn't the man talking here. The trick had been systematized in
this broadcast and had already caused indignant letters to the editor in the
local paper. Harry Jönsson woke up from his semi-dormant state, straightened up,
as if the whole of his system had been activated by a suddenly injected hormone.
He reached for the phone and thumped a preprogrammed number, here was his
opportunity. Over the next few minutes he exerted power as best he could; he
twisted arms, threatened with the words and paragraphs of law, allowed his
indignation to flow free and used coarse language where it seemed to help. In an
almost physical way he pressed himself through to the responsible level, and six
and a half minutes later he was on the air. The final point had been worked out
during long night hours when sleep failed him after some long and unproductive
chat with one of his anonymous friends.
'Finally I want to add a private reflection to the strains trotted out by the
falsifier, although I am convinced that most of the listeners in the villages
have already hit on the same line of thought on their own. When we visit foreign
countries and think back to our own country, or if we just sit down in an easy
chair at home and ask ourselves: What are we when it comes to it, what
distinguishes us - then I believe that most of us will end up with something
about friendliness. Ordinary nice, decent friendliness. We are friendly when we
approach other people, because we want them to be friendly towards us, and if
the whole arrangement doesn't function in some direction, we don't feel right.
Those people who preach hate and envy are turning their arms on themselves, they
commit a sort of harakiri. And at the same time their failure afflicts us, we
can no longer be friendly, feel in some way contaminated or infected by their
campaigns. I would like to put such people on a boat and freight them to some
faraway leper colony, that's where they belong. This is my heart-felt opinion.'
Two hours later, while walking in the main street, he was embraced and kissed by
an elderly woman.
'That was good what you said, Harry!'
Party widow, her husband prematurely dead of intestinal cancer, living her life
in the educational association and the temperance movement and other Party
affiliates that offered good company and the right tone of voice. These women
often were more outspoken and generous than average, you could rest assured that
they expressed feelings and sentiments that were widespread.
'We were in Morocco, Sture and I, before he died, and they were such absolutely
delightful people, you wouldn't believe it, Harry!'
In such moments Harry felt elevated, from an everyday devoid of brilliance and
ambition, to a higher sphere, where people were friendly and considerate.
Delightful was the expression used, cover word of the province for "captivating"
or "charming" or just "friendly". But more than that: delightful people were
people you wanted to have close at hand, wanted to live at peace and in concord
with. When she had left he knew that he loved his voters, and he knew that the
feeling was reciprocal.
In the evening he related the event to Ruth, she pulled a face and said: 'I
didn't know we were so delightful.'
'We are not, nor are they in Morocco. That's why it's so important to make a
show. You have to go on and on repeating: we are nice and friendly and
delightful people, till we conform, or feel obliged to conform. Reality mustn't
be allowed to strike the note on its own, that won't do.'
'But isn't there a danger in defending refugees and immigrants the way you do?
You give sanction to a pattern when you evict the pests.'
'Do I? Yes, maybe I do. I have to give it some thought, maybe it wasn't so
clever. But don't you agree that it's tempting: to strike some terror into the
campaigners, do the thing that they fear most. I will take them back into the
warmth with the other hand. Some other time.'
All around him every fifth resident was an immigrant: new customs, new religions
in the old paganism. If such a reality had its own way, it would never be
manageable. Ideology was the rein you entwined in order to control the whole
carriage. Harry put on a satisfied face; he had delivered his credo.
'Now listen to what i have to tell you. You are going to be a brother-in-law.'
'Then it can only concern Jenny.'
'You got it at once, my dear Watson.'
'It didn't take her long, did it?'
'It's love, that love.'
'Then we have to save her.'
'You think so?'
'Love is the worst conceivable foundation for marriage. A marriage with good
prospects for the future is an agreement of cooperation, maintained through the
watching eyes and discreetly exerted pressure of the immediate environment.
That's you and me, Ruth.'
She looked at him out of the corner of her eye. 'She wants you to marry them.'
'Me? Not some parson?'
'You.'
'I must check my book. But of course I'll do it. What kind of an individual is
he?'
'He is called - Hassan.'
'It sounds like the nickname of a negro.'
'His real name is Hussein.'
'Oh, one of the Prophet's sons. A Moslem as they say.'
'She hasn't told me much, but she has promised to introduce me before the
wedding.'
'Then I leave that to you: to examine the bridegroom.'
The last sentence came promptly from Harry, and Ruth knew the reason; he got on
best with people who were like him, belonged to his own kind.
'Besides I have already seen him, they passed me at the bus-stop this morning
without noticing.'
Five minutes before midnight the telephone rang. He turned on the light, rose to
his feet and answered, before second thoughts or indolence had time to apply
their brakes. Ruth arrived five seconds later, she held out her hand, trying to
take the phone from his grip. 'We agreed that I was going to take late calls.'
He exerted himself in order to catch what the other voice had to convey. 'Wait.
Wait.'
A furrow deepened, he knit his brow. She sighed heavily, sat down and clasped
her hands. After a while she reached for the phone again. 'Let me take it now.'
'It's not necessary.'
He shook his head with emphasis and waved her away.
She stuck out her tongue at him and went back to bed. After a short while he
returned: 'Somebody wanted to inform me that there are two-hundred barrels with
deadly poisonous contents in the landfill at the harbour. Five minutes to
twelve; you could call that good timing!'
She sighed. 'Do you think it will affect people...?'
He snorted at her suggestion. 'We have the strictest environmental control in
the country, and everybody knows that we never tamper with it. There is
nothing.'
'No skeletons in the cupboard?'
'Absolutely not.'
'You could always remove them - if they turned out to be more than a rumour.'
Harry's thoughts were already following another track. 'Baseless rumours could
easily become a millstone round our neck: property prices, everything could
tumble... You have to act quickly, before they breed.'
'The barrels, or the rumours?'
'The rumours, of course.'
'We agreed that I was going to take late calls, didn't we?'
'Two hundred barrels... What could they contain, if they are real?'
'You didn't answer: can't you remove them?'
'In nine cases out of ten they're better left where they lie. I'm not worried
about the barrels, I'm worried about the rumours.'
'So you have no skeletons in the cupboard?'
'Of course we have skeletons in the cupboard; everyone has skeletons in the
cupboard! But they are not common knowledge, nobody even knows where the
cupboard is. That's why I say: I'm not worried about the barrels, I'm worried
about the rumours. Because I do not even know in what direction they are going
to run. As long as an anonymous rumour phase lasts, politics is tied up hand and
foot, and if the whole thing drags on and on, politics is lost. Now it's up to
us to regain the initiative.'
27 kB, translated 25.1.05, published 2.2.05, latest corrected 27.11.08.