Reallife updates today the 29 / 12 1999

The end of a milennium!!!

Yes and this is the truth , I have been in the gay communtiy for a long time since I´ve realized this fact , first It was men all the way , psychologically because I have never make out with a male ever , the feel for a male companionship but I never felt like a whole woman it was something else and this is all new to me!!! This fact is the plain truth , but how is it in reality well I don´t attack any females or urge for every woman I see , I have my selections as everyone else , being a lesbian is not just a sexual thing it´s so much more it´s a lifestyle , I am the one I always been and that´s that I will not change into someone else , and I have the same beleif as before and that is that I beleive in Jesus Christ to be my personal saviour and guide in life , even though it for the moment is stormy in my life no peace and happiness , at least very little of the kind I need...So...and also I goto the loo as anyone else , eats sleeps and so on nothing strange about it...People have so big problems with acceptance of lesbians or gay ones in common , because the term homosexual leads you to the word sex , hunky bunky in the bedroom , but this is only a small part of a whole life with completely normal feelings!!! Love , Anger , Sadness and so on...I am a lesbian and that´s it nothing more to add or nothing to subtract. I could never fall in love with a man , but with a woman sure thing , waiting for the right one...For Now I am already sharing my life with a cutypie , so if ain´t anyone as beautyful and lovely like Miss Parker in the pretender show enters my life then it´s now occupied...I am not as bad as this might seem all true faithfull to the one I care for!!!

SannaLena (c) 1999 12 29

Love you all for reading this new

updates on me this milennium 1999!!!