My idea of this page is to just.. well... talk a little about me.. my life and so on. Right now i do not know where to start... but.. here we go ( worth noticing is that i will later use this page as some sort of impersonal diary )
My life
Well.. I was born august 6th ( the same date as Little Boy was dropped over Hiroshima )... I have few memories from that time.. actually.. none.. but mom have told me that i was asleep most of the time... when I was not.. I was like an eel.. i could never be still.. I was extremelt hard to hold for example... for a while they thought I had som serious brain damage ( DAMP ).. but since I could concentrate on at least one thing ( LEGO ) that idea was torn.... luckily :).. ehm.. well.. my mom and dad separated ( divorced ) when i was one and a half year old.. my mom and my sister ( Malin, -78 ) moved back to Vännäs from Örnsköldsvik. My mom's parents lived there and it was also her home town. After 3 years though, my mom met a new guy ( i hated him ) and they moved to a house in Pengsjö ( about 5km away from vännäs.. in the bushes =) ).. We lived there for about.... well.. hmm.. ah what the hell.. we moved when i begun pre school.. back to vännäs.. my grandparents' house... unfortunatly.. or.. luckily... they separated too, when i was in third grade.. we moved to a flat... and when i was in 7th grade me moved once again.. now to a house which i am sitting in this very minute.. ( in the basement ).. well.. that was the boring part of my life.
This is the time where I am starting to become self aware.. ( My God it is Evolution! *lol* )... I am practicing football ( soccer ) and I have an Amiga that i play games with ( ALL the time.. too my mother's great despair ;) ).. well.. now I am also aware of sexuality ( not my own though ).. so.. as all guys I start to look at girls.. ( even naked sometimes.. on the television of course ).. I do not think that I really WANT to look at them.. but everyone was talking about girls.. having sex and stuff... a pity that i never really got the picture.. that I was a gay.. but that is another chapter.. Two girls comes to my interest... Emma and Sandra.. both of them are now my friends ( Hi there.. i think you know who you are.. and yes.. I am not kidding you now.. I really was interested in you.. although I was not in love with you.. of reasons you at this time know ). But as many guys in that age.. i had no idea of how to act with girls.. or even dress.. ( I looked shabby )... but who cares.. I did not even know then that i liked guys.. Well.. I grew up.. i hope i dress a bit better now.. and that I have matured too.. well well.. I am now in 12th grade ( third in gymnasium ) I like guys ( FINALLY i get the idea ).... I live in a cellar.. i listen to music all the time.. and i mostly listen to if in front of my computer.. and my beloved printer, Lexmark 7200. Dont ask how many pages it has printed.. it is counting the pages.. and pheeew.. it was plenty.. half a year ago.. its age has doubled now.. ( ah who cares about my printer )...
Ehm.. well.. I am a strange gay.. very strange.. and everybody thinks so too :).. I listen to Leonard Cohen ( who many in my age listen to him? ) I am a printer freak ( who many at any age is that? ).. And how many laugh so loud that they can be heard a block away ( when they are inside their house ).... Ehm.. well.. That's just the beginning.. I can go on for ages.. but I just don't feel like it :P