So.. what is there to tell about me. I live in a small town called Vännäs. In norhtern part of Sweden. Just 30km outside Umeå.. With a population of 8800 you can understand how rumors and homofobia is here... not the best conditions for a guy like me. But.. i have no choices at this time I am 18 years old.. about 1.8meters tall.. ehm.. well.. You can see me on the pics so.... no need to tell anything else. About my homosexuality: My family does not have a clue that I am gay.. unfortunatly they have also expressed some extremely homofobic opinions.. :(.. they believe I am straight since i have had two Girlfriends. But.. heh.. "first i was embraced by women.. then i was embraced by men" ( L.Cohen, Teachers ). My friends are very well aware of my homosexueality. And they are taking it extremely good. They were a bit surprised ( som more some less ) but no one dislikes me because of that ( at least that's what i think ). A couple of weeks ago ( or even months ) I was at a disco ( at Draggen ). Me gay friend was also there and we talked a bit, very closely and he even licked my ear a couple of times, very sexy ;). Anyway I walked up to him later that evening, we started to talk a bit and soon we were kissing ( Hey, he licked my ear, what do you expect? ). I was a bit drugged so i didn't thought that anyone would notice us. But, they did, after a couple of minutes every friend at the disco ( about all of them ) knew that i have been kissing a guy. They were all very surprised to that fact. One of them hade, earlier that evening, said "I am KNOW that Fredrik IS NOT gay" ( to a friend that just found out that I thought he looked good, not a common thing to say to each other here i Vännäs *smile* ). A couple of days later everyone in my class and probably school too knew that I was gay. Not that I really bother, but it is a very typical thing for this little town. Even at ICA where I work people knew about my sexuality. An old classmate had told her mom, who worked there, about it. So a couple of mom's friends know about it, but luckily not my mom ( that i know ). My sister has mentioned the way I stand and told me that I shouldn't stand like that, because it's a gay-thing *lol*. Some say I am a bit feminine, some doesn't. I prefer a bit feminine =).

Well.. more personal stuff.. ehmm.. "what can i possibly say.." ( L.Cohen, Famous Blue Raincoat ). I listen to Leonard Cohen.. ALL the time.. i drive me family nuts *lol*... just bought a new stereo so.. I play Leonard Cohen at some pretty high volumes.. there is nothing more realaxing than turning up the volume.. lean back.. and just listen and feel Cohen's Waiting For The Miracle... my favourite... unfortunatly both the house and half the block shakes to it.. but.. heh.. they need their dose of cohen also ;)... Ehm.. hmm.. I am not the sporty type.. i rather relax.. be with some friends.. and.. of course listen to leonard cohen =).. Hm.. I laugh EXTREMELY loud.. I am well known because of that.. ( I am not kidding ). I.. ehm.. well.. I dont HATE school..but i dont like it either.. though.. Math, Physics and chemistry can be fun.. ( nr 121 in mathematics in sweden.. according to a math contest for grade 12.. i then was in grade 11.. so *smile* )... ehm.. that's about it.. can not think of anything else at least.. Please mail me if you want fredrik@vill.ha.en.kille.nu