The hate steels my words
you feed the hatred

cuts like knifes in me
tears what was
what realy was beautiful

betrayes me
again
and then again

feeds the hate
the anger
I do not whish to feel

steel my words
all the beautiful words
I whanted to say
stollen by the hatred
you feed in my inner

1998

You cut my youth short
inch by inch
You stole my adolescence
feet by feet
You forest me to grow
before my time
You never gave me the love
that rightfully was mine
And gone it is
all the things that I long for
so hard
it’s infecting me
my entire life
fuck sake
You raped my youth

It’s gone
time to move on
step by step
one day at the time
time to start looking
not fore what I can’t have
but for what still is out there

1998

Ulrika Eckeskog ©