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000430 00.17

*The heat goes on, it was 28 celcius at highest here today. Damn hot to still be in April.
*Planned to go out, but didn't want it really, so skipped it, for this time.
*Watched "Jude" at Martin's place. Quite goodie. 3/5. Nice pose in it by Kate Winslet. Nice actress.
*Did usual swimming. Not that many ppl there, maybe because of the heat? I thought there was going to
be more ppl there just because of the heat, but no.
*Bungie-Jumping tomorrow, scary ass hell I guess. Going to shit in my pants, so help me god.

000428 23.37

Was at Johan's place. Watched "Rainman". A very good movie. One of the best I have seen.
Strongly recommended. 5/5. A nice drama. I don't use to like drama that much. But this movie grew
under it's timeline, and just got bigger and bigger, and better while the time went on. Only the moody
music and the wonderful as you get to see in some clips are just worth to watch it.
Johan and I had a talk about cruising the US. It's one of my biggest dreams. To cruise the US in a cab
while listening to music and just relax. Go trough all these cities that you have seen in the films, N.Y and L.A.
Would be so cool. Have to do that sometime Johan. Guess it's a matter of money. Everything is.

The Roskilde Festival Page has released it's full band list. Check it out and watch some of the cool
bands that are going to peform at this years festival. Not as good as last year. But hell, you have to
be glad of what you get.

PINK REVOLUTION!

000427 23.53

"In the summer time, when the weather is fine". It has really been summer weather here today.
Though we are still in the spring months. About 20 degrees or so in the shadow. Really great.
Makes you want to go on with life more. Makes everything float, almost.

The UN roleplay is still in development in school. I'm tired of it. Really tired. I'm tired of the techers
involved in the project, I'm tired of the tasks we are given and tired of the essays that has to be written
all the time. Maybe it's just me that are not too motivated for this. To be honest I have never had the
interest in this. I thought it was voulentairy in the beginning, but it wasn't. Sucks. You can't make good
results at a project you are not motivated to work with. You must have your own will to do it.
Strange that the teachers haven't founded that out yet.

The girls at school are driving me crazy btw, as usual. The cloth fashion is actually very sick in a way.
Everything has to be so tight nowadays. Jumpers, pants and why not underwear. There it comes...
a lot of girls uses G-string witch makes most of the guys crazy (me included). It's very popular nowadays.
If you are a girl and don't use it you are a baby or something. It's though and it's cool to use it, you have too,
if not, you are not in the group anymore.
Then there is this bad evolution. A lot of guys think it's yucky and bad when girls do not wear G-strings.
That is so sick, it has gone to far, before the G-string evolution it was completely ok to wear usual panties,
but now it's bad and not as erotic or something as the G-string. Makes me laugh. Of course it's nice when
they wear it. But the girls have to enjoy it themselfs, for gods sake, don't use it because you only want to
please us guys. Use it for your own good girls.
The usual panties is so much erotic and sensual than the porno like G-string. That's my opinion.

Got mail from Andrea today also. Love mail. Snail mail that is. It's so much better than the boring e-mails.
In the snail mail she told me that she thinks she has fallen in love with a guy at her place
And in the e-mail she end the mail with "I love you Morten". I don't get this one. One time they say that they
are in love in another guy, and then sudden they express love feelings for you in a e-mail. A "I love you" is
a quite strong sentence in my opinon, isn't it? Diffrent from all persons and individuals I guess, leave a note
about that and the G-string debate in the guestbook, if ya want.

Nintendo. Trying to find a cheap Nintendo 8-bit console. Retro.

000424 23.36

Did the usuals 20x50m in the tub. I feel now that I haven't swim that much lately. This was the first
time since 10 days. Mainly because of the vacation I have had, easter one, and that the bath has
been closed because of that. So this week there is 3 visits remaining to the tub, way to go.

Played Romeros litte treat, Daikatana. It has been taking him about 2 years or more I think for him
and his now very discussed team to finish the game, and what do I see? Awful models, textures and
way to high system requirements. This is not as good as we thought it could be. We just have to wait
for the full game and see how it is. At least it can't get worser than the demo, can it?

000424 00.30

Took a walk in the woods with mom. We splitted up because she wanted to take another way.
So I did some kids stuff in the woods. Being a hero, climbing, feel my pounding heart, rushing
from bush to bush and looking back if there was any strange men after me. The type of things
you did when you was a young boy beeing in the woods, it was nice to be childish again.

Played CS all night last night. Stayed up to 3 in the morning. Bad for your sleeping habits really.
Mom asked me if I was addicted to the net. "I'm not sure" was my answer, guess I am then.
In some ways you are, it has been a new way of living, go online, check mail, PQ, talk with friends
at ICQ. It's the modern human.

Found out some days ago that it's now possible to play Tiberian Sun (C&C2) with copied discs.
In the erlier versions this was not possible, but with the latest patch you can use your burned CD's.
And even play online at Westwoods servers. Maybe there is a meaning of all these patches for games.

Thought of the day: Isn't the inter(net) strange?"

000423 01.37

Have been playing Counter-Strike for 1 ½ hours in a row now. It's a damn good mod indeed. First time I checked it out better and looked at the features and configs and such. I really begin to like this mod. It isn't strange that it is one of the most popular mods around. It even beats TFC, though I haven't spent many hours at that mod. But at first glance, CS look awsome, and it is awsome. So go try it now if you haven't. And by the way, you need Half-Life to play it, it's a mod for HL.

And there is a free ISP here in Sweden now. Libertysurf, where you can surf totally free. Only from midnight to 6 in the morning though, yet. But they better make it so you can surf free all day long. May cause dramatical damages to your health.

000421 23.03

Ohh yeah, saw "Mission to Mars" at Monday. 3/5. Not that good as I thought. Like 2001 in the speed, slow movie.

000420 00.30

Was out last night, once again a good Retro night with all 80'ties I have forgot that is so good. Freaked out when Di Leva camed out of the speakers, he is awsome. Great guy-jumping-freaking out time.

Home from Holland. Have had a great time there.

Saturday.
It was a long time since I was up in the air. I did not remeber those cool powers when the plane left ground. Everybody was pressed to their chairs, some were "ahh-ing" me included and some other just kept on reading their paper. There was this silly snobbish man, he asked the perser what kind of ham it was at the sandwich. Was it American, Swiss, French or German maybe? Who cares! Stupid man. Ordered a beer, didn't drink it though. Just for fun.
Arrived in Schiphol about 1 ½ hour later. Damn Schiphol is a big airport. There was like 200 gates in 5 or so categories. Got a snack, expensive. Meet Koen and headed for Amsterdam. Got some tickets and went to Elvira's place (a friend of Koen). It took a long time to find the right way. Koen had never done it by him self before so he didn't know the way. We were like 2 hours back in schedule. Expected. Got intruduced to Elvira's family, wich was a very kind and friendly one. Handed over the bottle of wine and flowers that we had bought at Schiphol. Ate a typical dutch meal in my opinion, chicken soup, mashed potatoes with sauerkraut and sausage. And then rom pudding. Did the diches while E took a shower. Then Koen and I took a walk to a local Coffie Shop. Great one, called "The Border". Took some beers and got moody, didn't smoked though. Don't dare to do that. Have to think it over. This was one of the highlights in my visit to Holland, great coffie shop, never going to forget it.
Meet 3 friends of Elvira who was going out with us. Did some cool pre partying. Drank liquor and played a alcohol game. Cool one. Parents was home, and it was ok for them that we sat there with like 5 bottles liquor playing a game to get drunk. In Sweden that would be quite bad. Don't want your parents at home when you are getting drunk.
Got out in Amsterdam, had a great time there. One of my best going-outs ever. Went to around 3 places. The mood was so cool, and the bartenders was so into the party, whisteling, doing all kind of noices with diffrent instruments and dancing. Totally diffrent from Sweden. Sweden is boring in that way. It was really a kick ass night. Arrived back at E her place at around 6 in the morning, and then got to bed to go up 11 in the morning. From now on I knew there would not be much sleep.

Sunday.
Woke up, ate breakfast. Elviras mom escorted me and Koen back to Amsterdam. Took goodbye to them. So now I and Koen was all by our selfs again, so what do do now? Went to the Sex Museum, quite a cool experience. Everybody was watching serious at diffrent amateur photos and diffrent style of sex. The girls didn't really seemed to mind.
Went to Oss, where Koen's dad was picking us up and then escorted us to Heesch where he lives. Went to an American restaurant called AppleBees, it's a chain of restaurants in some locations over the world. The food there was really great, stumick got all stuffed. The rest of the night we spent to get some games to work at the local area network. Took some time, because of cracked games maybe? Finally we got Quake2 working, played some while sipping on some beers.

Monday.
Oversleept, then we went to a town called Hertogenbosch. Koen went to his school and I went for a walk in town. Koen got free from school early becuase it was all messed up there. So we grabbed some to eat, and then tried to go go-carting. The place was closed though, and we have to wait 45 min for the place to "get warmed up". So we skipped that and then tried some laser tag places. They were all closed, it's Monday! Bad day for go-carting and laser tag places I guess. So we went back to Koen's home, ate a nice dinner. And then went to a go-carting place that was open, cool. I got the best overall rating, and the best lap. Went home for some more LAN'ing. No luck this time either. Tiberan Sun would not work. Half-Life either. Cracked = Bad. So instead we saw American Pie while sipping some beers and eating pizza. That was really nice, got kinda drunk, controlled, took some cool pictures (not going to be published).

Thuesday.
Got up. Said bye bye to Koen at the Hertogenbosch station. Sad moment.
Back in Amsterdam I tried to find a shop that I had bent to the last summer, found it after ½ hour. No Quake2 action figures left, sold out. No StarCraft ones either.
Grabbed a pizza slice. Sat down at Amsterdam Central Station. After some minutes, a woman came by and introduced herself as a heroin addict. I didn't get what she was talking about, I thought she wanted some of my pizza, I was affraid she was going to drug me or so (have had a situation like this before), but finally I found out that she wanted some of foil that pizza was tucked in, too do drugs of course. Strange.
Did some shopping in the tax-free shops, deo stick, chocolates and stuff. The inflight was rough with lotsa turbulance, thought for some seconds that we were going to crash, but then I figured out that there is so many flights all over the world every day. So why would I be the chosen one? Is that fair? Didn't get cought in the customs.
Home again, boring Sweden. Can't buy liquor, pubs suck mostly, no cool coffie-shops.

000414 22.31

Tried my new bathpants out today. Smooth. They were nice. Fitted my tight body well. :) Did the usual 1000 meters in the tub. Not many people today, just enough ppl to stare at. A good place btw to look at the opposite sex. If you haven't tried it out. Do it now. And that includes all you silly Americans out there too, that accordering to a friend of mine, you don't have any real "public baths". Why is that? It's the best! Is it just that you think it's too intimate or too naked, you don't want to see your teacher in those small slick bathshortys. Did that once, or to be honest, I have done that a lot of times. Kinda fun. Hah. They are so silly, trying to get their bodies tight and perfect, or just as me, trying to get some relaxing and meditation.

Last post for some days now. Tomorrow I head for the airport and fly over to Holland to meet Koen there. Going to have a great time. As said, trying to post a little status report in the guestbook some time.
Anyway: Take care.

Bought:
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication, some really good singles.
The London "Suede" Sci-Fi Lullabies, damn good.
R.E.M - Automatic For The People (thanx Johan for the tip), the name says it all. Live at Roskilde = Awsome.
Di Leva - Älska. Swedish singer.

000412 22.16

Went to the bath house as usal. It was so damn crowdy, hell. Could not do any serious swimming. Had to quit. Stood in the showers for like 20 minutes, with old men staring at me, pretty uncomfortable. Strange that they don't understand that they just suck at pretending to not make me think that I don't know that they ARE staring at me. ough.

The UN project in school seems to be a little fixed now. Had some serious problems with a friend of mine to co-operate. It's my fault most, but his too. We have some big diffrences in how we think a group should work. We also have different grade's wants. He want's to work like a badass. I don't care that much, at least not in this task. Pretty boring.

Not many days now until I depart for Holland, lovely Holland. Going to meet Koen there. It's going to be great. We have met one time before, but only for one day. Now we are going to spend more than three days together. Exciting how that will work. As said it will be a kick ass time with a lot of "drinking beer in front of TV watching movies", and "shout at each other while playing LAN".
You can expect a guestbook post from me right from Holland.
Also a small article about Koen is planned in the fourthcoming section "Articles"

000408 23.32

Was out driving yesterday and today. Saw the house that I maybe will spend some weeks in the summer at. Very nice small litte house, next to the beach. Always nice to have it so close so you can hear the beach all night and wake up to it.

Have to do some heavy school work tomorrow. They say that it will be a sunny day. And todays weather was really nice. So I guess it will be tomorrow too, and then I'm going to be study inside, sick.

Time to buy Roskilde tickets soon.

000406 23.38

Have been listening to Jewel a lot lately. She is a very good artist I suggest you check out.
Her voice is smooth and soft, and easy to relax and joy too.

Life is a bith I guess. As it use to be. Sometimes it is at least. School is hard and boring.
1 ½ year remains, but there is so much that keeps me going to school, like friends, girls and just to chat.

Had gymnastics lession today, played basket. It's a nice sport. Makes your complete body work.
A great workout sport. So damn tired after. Shower...
Nothing beats a nice shower. Showering is life.

000401

A "guy in class dinner" is going to be held at my house, going to be nice. With some nice food and drinks. The party we are going to after wards has a Hawaii theme, so I guess there will be a lot of Beach Boys and such played here tonight. And everyone will wear those freaky Hawaii necklases.

The picture archive should be all fine now. Some pics weren't working some time, should be fixed by now. I have also organised them so it should be easier for me to archive them, with diffrent categories and such. Not just every picture in the same folder, hard to find and understand what all the names stands for, if they are all in the same folder... but it's fixed now.

As you can see the "white theme" is gone. It was to disturbing for the eyes I was told. Have to agree on that. The main purpose of this page should be that it's easy to view and navigate. With loading times as short as possible. The colours may be boring. But it's easy, plain and functional.

A review of "The Beach" is up in the review section.

000328 23.34

As two of my friends (Johan, and Koen) noticed, the site has was down for about 24 hours. This is simply because I removed the site from my old account to my new ISP account some days ago.
Got this comment from Koen saying: "I had a sleepless night because of it" was his reaction to the fact that the HP was not online as usual.

White? It's all about white... or is it? Hate it? Just wanted to try something new here at the site.

French test at Thursday. Hard world we are living in.

Having a cold btw. Haven't been able to swim for 4 days now. Hope I can swim at Friday at least.

000326 22.19

Was out yesterday night, was quite OK. Went out pretty late about at 22.00 or so. Was at one of craziest "pre-parties" ever. It all went out to be a party instead somehow. Got into a litte "fight" with one of my best friends (Johan), but I guess it's cleared up now.
The dudes at the place we went to wasn't really our style I guess. But I tried to freak out as much as possible to get use of those 10 dollars that I had spent at entrance fee.

Saw "Being John Malcovich" at Friday. Damn good movie. Review for that and "The Beach" coming up sometime.

Pondering about a new section called "Articles", with small articles about various things.

000325 01.43

Talking with Koen as usual. It's about love, girls & sex. He said a very nice thing. It went something like
"Love is the most beautiful thing in life.. if it's going good.. if it's not going good.. then it's prolly the worst thing in life"
Isn't he an awsome poet?

Had the usual swiming session today. Went fine. No new records.

Downloading one of the most popular mods out there for Half-Life. Counter-Strike has just grew bigger and bigger lately. The version I tried ½ year ago was like 3.0 or so, so it's time to get the latest 6.1 and check it out. Do it you too, here

000322 19.05

Formatted my HD some days ago. Lost the ICQ list as usual.

There is some new pictures avaible for your viewing pleasure. There are some Roskilde pictures and two pictures from a "guys-in-class-dinner". Also there is two more pictures of me at the "me" page. And the last, a pic of the best? internet friend out there? Koen. He and all the other pictures are in the picture archive wich you can reach from the menus at the top.
Sorry about the quality at the new pics, not that good. Deal with it anyway.

About life, it's going good. With spring coming up here and there. And some serious plans for the Roskilde Festival this year. There is a lot of cool bands getting ready for the festival. A good place to check for new bands are here. Note: Not a official page.

The ericsson.se guys keeps visiting the site very often. Who the hell is he? Head for the guestbook and say what you think.

Fact: Koen, the man, is the telegate.se guy. He says that he is not the ericsson.se guy. Who the hell knows? Can he be trusted?

Link update: The Analog Project has a new adress, here.

000316 20.39

Yep, as you can see, the me page is up. Go read about me if you want.
Also the link's page got a refreshment, with comments to every site.
I have plans to remove the link's page and the "nahh list". Want them to stay at the site? Mail.

So the history test is history. I think it went .O.K. Let's see about it in the future.

The Beach is comming up at cinemas here, going to see it tomorrow (Friday). Johan seems to hate it. Well see about that too, if it was worth a look. Very likely a review is comming up in the week-end.

000313 22.33

"Of course" the "me" page is not finished. It's not even started. Mainly because I have a damn boring history test at wednesday. So I have to study all day long to that.
The math test went as I wanted.
Had some snow here some days ago, kinda sucked. Waiting for the summer.

000311 01.59

Saturday, night, live, here.

Watched the swedish eurovision election with Peté today. Wrong song won. sigh.

The "me" page is probalby having it's premieré in some days. Maybe at the end of the week-end. There is so many ways of write and me page. 1. Write much about your life. 2. Write some about your life. 3. Write my favorite meal, pet, and music column's. But those sucks so much so number 3 is not an option.

Have been at http://www.links.net/ a lot lately. Check it out if you haven't done it before.

Quite cool week in school. Had a math test, went good I think. As good as I want it at least.
The week to come we have a history test, god-damn what I hate history. Really boring, not interesting.

Oasis is ready for Roskilde! Yeah! Great! They say that they only play for the money now, but hell, it's Oasis. They are awsome, I think. Just the song "Wonderwall" is a masterpiece.

Here is a great text:

It's hard too find the balance when you are in love. You're lost in the middle cause you have to decide between mind & heart.
Heart is the engine of your body. But brain is the engine of life.
Taking direct from Enigma's latest album "The Screen Behind The Mirror".

Sleeping is the best thing in life.

000305 23.28

Once again a week-end that I was supposed to study math. But did I? No. Instead I and Peter rented two movies at Friday. "The BlairWitch Project" (allready seen it, very good) and "Idioterna" (a Danish Dogma movie, also very good). Had a great evening. Eating spaghetti and then lot's of candy in front of the TV.
It was Friday. And we also had a "gentlemen meeting". Discussed things like school and girls over some beers. Had a nice time there to.
Then at Saturday, I and Peter went to a cinema and watched "Det blir aldrig som man tänkt sig", yet another great movie. Lot's of candy there too.
And today I and Peter (again) ate some launch and talked about everything that has to do with life.

Got a thought today. Think about it many times before
I see all these babies cry everywhere, parents that are busy. They are having a though time! Why the hell should I do that? Is it really worth it? I don't want to be a parent. Or at least I can't really think about it right now. Guess there is some advantages too. Don't want to think about them. Not now, I'm just a crazy teen.

Want a "me" page? If, mail me.

Want a "Quake" page? Mail me.

To KZ: SIGH! ;)

000302 23.52

Rain only.

Was supposed to swim today. But skipped that.

Friday tomorrow, and a possible meeting with the group of gentlemen at school. Go to a nice place, sip some beers. Maybe some bowling. Then home to one of the members and sip more beers in his sauna. A typical "after-school" here in Sweden. :)
Btw: You can check out the groups HP here.

000228 22.19

*Added some opinions to the American Beauty "review".

Just a normal day. Boooooooring.

000227 22.35

"It's a rainy day, when the sun don't shine"... some cool eurodisco song I heard a very long time ago. It rains like hell here today. I think it have been raining all day long.

Did my usual 1500m swim session today. Nice.

There is also a small opinion snip at "American Beaty" in the Review area
You may also see some cosmetic changes at the review pages. Very small changes though.

000226 23.32

I and a friend (Johan) had a little chat today about the devlopment for APage. He had an idea of moving the diary to a subpage and make the main page as some sort of music/film/concert opinion page. With only my opinions in it. That's a good thought, you know I suck at retelling the story behind a film or what so ever. So what are your thought's about it?
Maybe a startpage would be the best, with news saying if there is a new post or so in the diary section or in other sections.

Seen a lot of movies lately. Like "The Sixth Sense", "Pusher" (Danish gang movie), and today "American Beauty".

Had a fight tonight with mom about internet habits. As usual it's me being up to much in the nights, spending to much money at local phone calls. And with the help of my location, Sweden, it's damn epensive for local phone calls. There is no flat-rate here as there is in the US. So that's very sucky.

000226 01.18

*Did my usual swim session. That's 1500m in 45 min.
*Bought some CD's. Including Di Leva's "Naked number one".
*I saw some very some very nice girls at a Café. Got some strange looks from them.

As usual it was ment to be a "gentlemen-after-school-meeting" today. But nono. There were so many that wasn't able to come so the rest of the group, we took refuge to a friend and saw some great movies. All kind of movies.

And as usual it's always nice with Friday. No plans for the week-end really. Had some plans for a trip to Denmark. But we skipped that - lack of car.

Maybe I should do something about my love situation. Dunno really. But why? It's no hurry. I have all life to think about that. So why do it now?

Not much poetry or "meaning of life" talk today. Guess I'm to tired for that right now. Sleep tight. Zzz

000223 00.04

As Johan pointed out in the guestbook in Swedish (use English in the future Johan!), the last Seinfeld episode is airing today (wednesday). Everyone says that this is a good one. I hope so, it's the last, it better be good.

000221 22.24

Spring was once again the air today. A lovely feeling when you feel that something actually is going on in nature. Birds begin to sing, some strange things is coming up from the ground. The sun is shining bright and warm. You can sit at a bench and feel the fresh air. And just relax. Live.

The X-Files episode that was broadcasted here today named "Arcadia from the 6th season was one a very good one. Maybe one of the funniest and scariest in a very long time.

000220 23.01

Clean, as you can see. A "new" previous writings is up.

Please. I'm begging. You that is connecting from ericsson.se, please contact me now. It would be very nice to know who you are that are connecting from such a nice domain. The ericsson.se guy is also quite often at the site, so I think it's someone I know. But as always, you can never be 2 sure.

Tomorrow school starts again, hell.

 

Contact "me" at lionkid@swipnet.se

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