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000220 00.16

There is a new review up in the review section. It's Enigma's latest album.

Here is some "offline" notes:

000214 23.15 (OFFLINE NOTE)

We are here in Sälen now. Arrived yesterday. Ate some yucky pizza on the way, the worst I have ever tasted. Never go to that place! It's on thr way to Dalarna, Sälen. From Gothenburg.
Found our apartment at about 16.00. Checked in and took a nice break. Damn I was tired by that time. No snowboarding the first day when we arrived, too tired.

Today there has been a splended weather. No clouds, only pure sun. I experienced my first "powder ride" today. Was very close to get my head right into a tree today. Not good. Instead I got it right on my chest. Hurted a lot.

I have allready begain longing for internet. No net here. Very offline to be honest. There is some café, but that's not enough. I want all my programs that I'm used to have.

Discovered how awful most of the skiiers clothes are, compared to the snowboarders clothes.

000216 22.42 (OFFLINE NOTE)

Yesterday it was "powder-boarding" all the time. The weather wasn't as good as it was at the Monday.

Today we took the car to Trysil. It's a good ski-resort, with lotsa pists and lifts. The weather was awsome and I had one of my best "last-rides" ever. Everything went peferct, it's was awsome. Very nice indeed.

Should be doing some math now. But hell, who wants to do studies at the vacation?

I had noticed that there is a lot of Danish ppl around here. It almost seems like 50 % of the ppl are Danish. That's a lot. Why?

000217 22.46 (OFFLINE NOTE)

The system here is completed. I have seen what I have to see. Had some great poweder-rides today too.

000212 22.38

Finally some response from a girl I knew some time ago. A very nice girl that I really want to keep contact with. There was a time soem years ago that I really was die hard in love in her. But then she moved to another location and we got splitted. You should not complain on girls, but she is very slow at respond to mail and such. But now she has began to move more fast forward, and I'm really looking forward to get my first letter from her in a very long time. Maybe there is a meaning with life after all.

I'm sad to say that this will be the last post for 1 week now. I'm finally going on vacation! Going to do some snowboarding. Great!
You can always look forward some reviews to come, that I will write when I have some time left in the mountains, if there will be any. Also going to some work at the "me" page.
See you around.

Time left? check www.planetquake.com/lvl for very good Q3 level reviews.

000208 22.41

It's all becoming clear now. I know wich "level" I and the person I "think" I have been in love with lately are at. It has all been clear.

000208 19.16

It's really strange that we humans can be so very diffrent to each other in diffrent situations. From a situtation to another. In situation "A" you can be happy and talk to each other. And then in situation "B" you can be very quiet and not talk to each other at all. All because of situation "AB". There is so much under our faces that just don't show up when talking. You can seem to be very happy and talk and such. But in fact you don't listen to the person and just think about that last misstake you did or you are thinking of what to cook when you come home. You can hide so much under your face. There is no limits. Liar.

A new review is up to. "The Cup" (Tibetan movie). Here

000206 00.51

It has been some days now since the last post, not good. That's one of the most important things if you wan't to keep your visitors at your site for long, you have to update the site as often as possible. So that's the first rule I have broken, and that sucks. Gotta have some more updates. But that's not that easy. You just can't update every darn day. Of course you can, but you don't have the time to do it. And there is more in life than internet (right?). I'm not saying I'm going to quit updating the site, NO WAY. This is my diary in a way and a way for me to be able to see what I wrote when I was in some of the toughest years in my life. And with that said, and it all becames quite clear, I'm mostly updating this page because my own good.

I and one of my friends (Johan) have had this really interesting discussion lately. It's about love, as always when talking to Johan, it's about love. It was at the way home from this really good movie, review to come. We came into the subject about diffrent kind of girls. About the awsome girls, those who can get any boy or whatever they want. And they make the guys to do whatever for them and so on. Those girls that you only dream of sometime. Does those girls really get to know the real feeling of beeing in love? When they are changing boyfriend about every week. Do they really know how real love feels? I don't think so. And the guys who they get are quite often just stupid or not nice to them in the way the "shy" guys can be. At least, that's my experience. That they also have this pressure that they have to have the most "toughest" buyfriend. So they actually never meet the "shy" guys. And that's not fair.
When it comes to my own prefer. I choose "cute" girls that are nice to be with and has the right "go", instead of the "smashers" that are just plain stupid when it comes to real love. Go for the cute ones!

Some place I heard that it was more intimate to kiss than to have sex. Why not?

At Friday. A group from my school called the "Gentlemen-Club" drove to a nice hotel here in Gothenburg. We took the elevator to the top floor and looked at the view, sipped some beers and talked about everything that has to do with school. That was really nice. Just talk about everything. Whatever that comes in mind at the moment. Talk about the week that has passed, girls, and everything that "guys" talk when they are together.

The step from "friends" to "couple" is damn hard. Wich way should you got? Is there any way? Wich is the way then? Post it in the guestbook as fast as possible.

The first Review is up. It's for the film "But forever in my mind". Italian style. Check it out in the review section.
Talking about sections, the "me" section is under development and ready to be published quite soon. It's only the pictures that are missing.

000202 22.16

Nothing new at the front today. Ok, there is quite a bunch of new things in my mind to come out soon. But right now I'm not in the mood for it. At Friday (heavy-update-day) you will get the gods. There is some new sections coming up too.

000201 17.31

I should be working with school right now. But nono, can't concencrate right now. So no work for me this time. Having a test tomorrow in nature sience. :( I really sick in that subject, gotta work some later today. Though going for a movie later too. Hope it's a good one. Also, Ally McBeal is going to "reair" here now at 21.00. So gotta record that one. Lot's things going on. But any really important things? No.

000131 22.52

The picture archive has been given a little "cleaner" look. In some way. (Comments)

000130 21.13

Some days ago I went to my first Snowboard trip for the season. It was really nice. It's always nice to get to know your snowboard and get the right feel after some minutes of boarding. I thought it would take me some time before I got used to it again (I have only boarded for 1 year) but it didn't took me long before I was the king of the slope. :) It's such a great "sport", the feeling and the mood you get when you snowboard is so great. It's such a freedom feeling. You feel the speed and you feel that it's only you and your snowboard. Great feeling. If you haven't felt it. Go try it sometime.

Talking about "sports". Lately I have been much at the bath-house. Swimming fourth and back in the big pool. I swim about 1,5 kilometers every time. It's good for your health and you feel good after you have done it. It's not that hard too. While you swim, you can always think about something else that comes up in your mind. That's not the situation when playing soccer or icehockey. Then you have to concencrate on the thing you are doing right at the moment. When you are swimming you can just relax and meditate.

The Roskilde Festival has also published some of the first bands that are going to be at the festival. The biggest bands yet is: CHUMBAWAMBA (UK), THE CURE (UK), IRON MAIDEN (UK) & PEARL JAM (US). I'm not sure if I will go there this year yet. There has to come just some more bands that I really want to see to make me go there. The music is quite important I think. Just being at the camp all day gets kinda boring after a while.

Love. It's all crazy. I have said it before. And it doesn't mattor how many times you say it. It's just so hard to understand. When you make it so clear for a girl that you love her. She just doesn't care about it. Like she can pick whoever in the world. They are so ego. They don't have any sympathy at all for you. I think I have choosen the wrong group of girls. The myserious ones. A bad step.

Koen and mine hp that we are going to do together is under heavy development. It will take some time to finish it. But when it's finished. It will be quite a treat. I'm ironic here. Anyway. It will be a nice page about everything that comes in Koen's and my minds. Whatever that fits the day it's posted at the site. We are also planning some nice interactivity. Not sure if that will make it to the final page though. You will have to brave with us and wait some more for the site to come.

Also I'm going to set up a new page here at the site quite soon. It will just be a little boring "Me" section. For those who don't know who I am. If there is any guys that visit this page, except for my friends. :) Is there? If, head for the Guestbook. You find it at the top of the page.

I also was at a great concert this Friday. It was the swedish rock/pop group Kent that was peforming. A damn good concert. I wished I could publish some nice photos here, but I didn't brought my camera so that is not possible. :( Overall it was a kickass concert when you just jump non-stop in 2 ½ hours. Great way to work-out.

000123 22.31

Another week has past fast again. Time is going real fast nowadays. Sick.

000121 21.57

Finally the math test is over. And I think I did quite well on it. I'm not a very goodie at math I have to say but I think at least I get what I want on this test. So help me god. Everyone was so stressed before the test. They are crazy. I would never be that. Of course I'm a little stressed some time. But not that much as many of my friends uses to be .Well, maybe it's because they have so high expecations on them. Whatever.

As said before I now have my driving licence card! It's awsome. You can just take the car and drive wherever you want. You are not depended on parents that can drive you somewere. Now you can do it all by yourself. So I strongly recommend you all out there: If you don't have a driving licence. Get it! Or earn it! :) There is much work behind it so you have to be patient. One mistake I did was to start with the theory to late. I knew how to drive, but I didn't know the theory. So go for the theory as fast as you can, and when you have time to. And drive as much as you can with your parents. It's only good.

I had a very rewarding discussion today also with a friend of mine. As many times it was about love. We talked about diffrent types of girls and what they do and what they don't do. We found out that there is about 3 types. The "shy ones", (that are often very nice), the "change-new-boyfriend-every-party" types (not trustable) and then the final "mysterious ones" (hard to know what they really want). We also decided that we both were in love in the 3:rd category type of girls, the "mysterious ones". They are really mysterious. You say things to them that are quite obvious that you love them, and they just act like nothing happens, or happend. For example my friend have talked to a girl via the phone for some time now. The girl that he has been talking have kinda lead the phone conversation every time and talked about some quite personal things. And every time she says it was "nice that he called" And then at the 3:rd call he asked her out at a café. And then she just said "no". Quite strange heh? I have also had similar problems. They say that it's so nice that you have called them, and then it's just a plain "no" or "sorry". What the heck? Is it this the way it should be. If it is, it's not fair.

Finally there now is a wekeend without that studying. Ok, I have a French test at Thuesday. So I have to study a bit on that. At least it's not that boring as it is to study math. And it doesn't take that much time as when studying math. So that's it. Happy wekeend all!

000117 22.23

What a lucky day. I got my driver licence at last! How nice. Time for me to make the roads unsecure. :) Very good to have when you want to go to friends that are living some time away from you.

Sorry for my small updates lately. I have kinda much in school to handle right now. Expect some a huge update at Friday.

000116 22.11

Done 2 hours of math today. I'm ½ done with it. *sigh*. I will manage it until Friday. Yeah, I will.

Love is strange at the moment. Isn't it always? You don't know if the girl who you are in love with are in love in you or not. You just got to find out in some way. But it takes forever. It's the BIG step. The step that is so hard to take. I think I will take that step at St. Valentines day. A good day to make the step. If I'm still in love by then... Isn't love strange?

Some days ago I saw this good documentary at TV. It was about the modelling industry. There was this really cool guy who was "spying" at one of the biggest model and fashion mag. You followed this guy into the "underground" of the industry where "high" persons used their positions to have sex and drug the often very young models. Most of them were 15,16 & 17. Really sick I have to say. It gave me a glimce how sick this world can be. And how sick this world really is. It's sad, so sad.

000115 22.57

I started this day with going up at about 4.00 pm... not good. Then I went for a walk. And didn't start with my studies before 7.00 pm. Not good. That's about 8 hours late, accordering to my plan.

Btw. Moved as you can see some writings to previous writings 4.

Contact "me" at lionkid@swipnet.se

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