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000115 01.31 (night)

The nightmare has begun. It's time to go to bed. And then wake up. Wake up to what you might question. Wake up to a day of hard studies in the subject math. It's going to be tough. It's going to be painful. And I'm probably going to smear the book with lot's of galla. But I will manage it.

Bye for now. And wish me all luck.

000113 22.37

Parents... What are they for? If you ask that question to be right now I would choose to say "nothing, maybe they can help me with the math sometimes but overall they really are of no use". This may sound strange to many of you guys out there. But I have to say I'm really bored of my parents right now. They are pissing me off. They are just doing embarresing things all the time. I guess every parents does that sometime, or maybe always, it feels that way. Of course they can be good sometimes. Yeah, you heard right, you can indeed have use of your damn parents. You can get money from them, you get free food all the day (from them), you live under a roof (thanks for them), they can help you and assist you with many other usefull things in life. Pfeww. You are lucky.

I really feel bad when I'm thinking of the weekend to come for me. It's all going to be so damn boring, sigh! Actually I'm really bad at studying. I mostly break into pieces and just give it all up. I hope that's not the case with this weekend's studies.

By the road to Amsterdam. I have changed from NC (Netscape Communicator) to IE (Internet Explorer). Just because IE doesn't crash that much as NC does. NC is still a very good browser. I'm really looking forward to NC5. Hope to see it online quite soon. It was to be released a loooong time ago. But as many other things, it has been delayed.

Tomorrow is Friday (Happyday). So I'm going to relax and find out more what makes live really worth living. Right now I think the most thing that makes life living is the girl that I "think" I'm in love with. I'm not really sure at the moment. It's hard to know. But suddenly it just appears at your door, and then you are in love. It's a lovely feeling.

Back tomorrow!

000112 22.51

It's raining a lot here now. Why can't it just start snowing instead? That would rock. Then I would go out, bring my snowboard, and do the mountain unsfafe. :) I'm really looking forward to snowboard right now. I think it will be eather Hemsedal or Chamonix. I'm not sure. Well have to see about that.

I should be doing math right now. Have test at next Friday. Have lots of papges to study that I'm not good at right now. So have to fix that. No "going-out" this weekend. *sniff*. It's always nice to take a weekend "off" from "going-outs". Just relax and feel the beat, with school? :( The thing is I really have to fix this test. So it will be quite a boring weekend...

There is also going to be a new page, or at least a new cool link at the "link's page". It's going to be a collaboration between me and the man behind many of the posts in the guestbook, Koen. It's going to be a page about everything that we can come up with. Thought's, poems, things that make life worth living, music, computers, feelings and much more. At least that's the idea right now. Well see how it goes. Maybe it won't be any page. Maybe it will. It's all about time and mood when making HP's. That's the case with me.

Slow, that's todays word. I'm slow, the world is slow, the internet is slow, the girls in school are slow to understand things, everything is so damn slow nowdays. Many things are really fast also... like time when you are having a boring time, or when you are in school a a boring lession, or when waiting for the tram or bus to arrive.

It's time for me to leave now again. Just a small tip: "Take care of your life while you are still living it".

000110 22.17

Everything seems to be back in normal here. All the lesions started almost right away with hard teachers giving us headaches. We was lucky though, no homework for tomorrow. If they had started giving us homework the first day... well, I just hate teachers that do that kind of stuff. It shoudn't be legal. It shouldn't be legal or a must to go up about 7.00 in the morning, to sleepy. My body is not capable for that. It's just to damn early.

Love is quite strange now, isn't it always? I think I'm in love in a girl, though I don't feel really to go more into it. Maybe it's because I don't know if I'm really in love or not. For now I just want to stay friends. I really like her, I can't deny that, but as said, right now I don't want to be more than friends. Don't want to take any fast steps. Love is so crazy. It's so amazing. It's so hard.

There is a lot of swimming lately. A very nice of getting your body in a nice mood, or whatever that makes it feel good. It's very relaxing to just cruise around there in the pool, thinking about life, girls, the future & other things in life.

Talking about the future. Isn't it strange? We have all get the question in mind, what the heck are we doing here at earth? We are just living about 80 yrs. Then we die, what's the point here? I think the biggest reason why we are here is just that we were born to be here at this crazy planet. We are just here beacuse we are here. No more talk about that. We are going to be here, then just vanish. The reason why we are here is just to be here and no more. Maybe develop something revolutionary or so, but nothing more, maybe just start making spaceships or so. Whatever that comes in mind. Whatever that we, that call us humans, can come up with. Though's maybe about this? Go for the guestbook and write something down!

id has come out with a patch for Q3A that you should check out, if you like that game as much as I do, it's the most played game at my comp right now. Also TS (Tiberian Sun) has get a little attention, though it's not as good as it could have been, it's not as good as Westwood themselfs are saying at the back of the box, also they are using old screenshots of the game at the back of the box, quite sucky, isn't it? It's some of the first screens from TS that was released that are published there... hmm! The screens that fans all over the world was watering their mouths at... but for what? Better graphics, the same good music, sounds, but the gameplay? There is not much in the gameplay, a BIG thing that makes games played by fans.

Enough for now. Love & Peace.

000109 23.02

Ahh crap, time for school again. The vacation is finally (?) over. Time to meet the friends and have phun (?) again. This vacation has really been a fast one, though it has been a great one! Lotsa "going-outs" and other intressting thingies. Well, it's time to grab the study books and learn how to live life (?). Sorry for those (?)

000106 00.18 (night)

Yesterday was a great night out. Nice music, nice ppl & nice mood. Perfect!
The Ericsson.se guy seems to be fixed. I know who it is now. So that's one more "problem" out
of my mind.

Life goes on, also after all this Millennium hype bullshit, it's true, we are still alive.

000101 22.29

Ok, what happened? Nothing, just a bunch of numbers changed, nothing more. So we are in the
year 2000 at last. What a big difference really.
Even APGE* seems to be in order here. Lucky me.

*bathing tomorrow

991230 01.08

If you are the ERICSOON.SE guy. Please mail me and tell all about or at least something about you.

Love is great now. I think I'm in love (AGAIN). Strange indeed. At least I get those nice feelings when
talking to the girl that I really like.

*tripping on pink clouds*

991230 22.49

ahh, I was at this awesome party yesterday. Great music, great ppl, just great! Had a nice time
there. There will be another party in the same style next Thursday. So I think I will go to that one
too...

So, hope everyone get a nice new Millennium and all that crap.

991225 01.49 (night)

Forget everything lionkid.com being stable. It's not. And it's seems down for good. Damnit!
So it's up for you guys to point to home.swipnet.se/lionkid instead in the future.
For your own good.

991223 21.35

Merry christmas to all you people out there...

Lionkid.com seems now quite stable.

Was out swimming today, nice bath, in a swimming hall that is...  :)

991222 23.03

Had a very uncomfortable experience yesterday. It was after being in town with my friends,
we planned to go to a place, but crowdy, so waren't let in, so we splitted, some went to
another place, I only wanted to go to the place decided, so I went home. I shared a "black-taxi"
with my friend, a taxi that is not really listed in the phone book or is not that organized as
the real and better taxi organizations.
Well, I had just paid the driver, and was on my way to get my keys. Suddenly I noticed that I
didn't had my cell in my pocket, as I use to have. I realized that I had left it in the
taxi, so ran after it as fast as I could. Finally the taxi stopped and I could get my cell back.
If I hand not get it to stop I would never get my cell back, I don't remember the name of it,
and it's so unserious. But if I had chosen an organized firm, I could just call them and get
the cell back in no time, so...  I will never take "black-taxi". That's for sure.

991221 17.33

Just a tiny update so "Koen" can forgive me.

991218 15.31

Many of you guys out there have noticed that lionkid.com is going up and down. It's online
at the very moment, but maybe it will be down in seconds... who knows? Well, I'm talking
with my provider so I hope it will be fixed as soon as possible. For those who don't know
the source for lionkid.com comes from home.swipnet.se/lionkid   So If lionkid.com is
down for the very moment you are trying to reach it try home.swipnet.se/lionkid instead.

For those who love the Quake series from id you already know that Quake3Arena has
been released. The third installment in the series. And what more can I say than it really
kick's ass. It's a very good game, it has it flaws, of course, every game does. But compared
to UT (Unreal Tournament) Q3A does much better.
* Q3 has more flow in the game
* Q3 has less weapons, and then a more balanced game.
* Q3 has much better graphics
* Q3 has better levels than UT.
But of course, everyone has it's favorite. It's first love that matters. :)

Talking about love. It's so crazy. Is it usual to get in love in a new person every week or
so? I do, sometimes. Don't know why. Of course it's not the same love as you feel after
you have get to know the person very well, and you just get that lovely feeling that you
want to be with that person all the time. That's not the case now. I think the most people
get that feeling about every third year or so, not that often. But when you really get that
feeling then it's huge.

991206 22.48

As some of you out there may have noticed, lionkid.com was down for some hours,
but now it's back! And hope to have it online a long time into the future. Or as long as I
have the engine to have it online.

This week in school is going to be a nice week, no homework's, as said before... So I
will just float around and have fun, if you can have fun in school, I guess so. One thing
that makes school fun (?) is that you are always able to look at the opposite sex.

Lately I have meet many new and nice girls in school, in many ways. Don't know really
how, but some at concerts, some at special days in school, and so on. There is so
many ways to get to know people in your own school. Such a important thing!
You like them all in different ways, some you like as friends, and some you may even
love. I wasn't sure that it was so easy to get in love girls in the winter, as in the spring
or the summer. But maybe that's what you need in the winter, when it's cold and dark
outside.

Contact "me" at lionkid@swipnet.se

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