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About me.
It all started about 18
years ago. My parents made love.
Later I was born, it was a sunny autumn day in october in
Gothenburg/Sweden/Europe.
My parents say I was a very cutie and that I was always
screaming about things. I was impatient all the time and
wanted all kind of things. I also made my own language for
diffrent things, like "get up" and the moon and all
kind of strange things that are important to you when you are
a kid.
At the age of 4 my
family and I moved to a small town called
"Trollhättan" here in Sweden. Suddenly life
becamed a little more clear. I remember this time for being
very interesting, everything were to discover. You
knocked doors to get new friends at the new place you were
living at. You did all kind of mischeifs. Scrumped apples
from your neighbours for example. All those things that made life living at
those days.
Andreas was living at the same place as me, we becamed very
good friends, one of my best friends ever. Though his parents
had seperated wich made it hard for us to meet that often.
But when we meet, we had a lot of fun. We stole condoms from
his father and crushed some neigbours roses. Nowdays we don't
have that much contact, wich sucks. We haven't talked for a
long long time.
From the period when I was 7 years to about 10 years, I had began school. The class were a very nice one and with many interesting persons in it. I was bullied at because I have a very similar name that some Swedes think is kinda funny, and then they use it as a reason to bully. Some nice guys in the class helped me out though, for that time.
When I was 10 me and
my family moved again, this time to a another area in the
town, a sort of richer area. Once again I made new friends.
The place were we lived were nice placed near the forrest and
a lake. You could make some really nice trips there. Or just
go play with your friends in the woods. About the same time
we moved in, a girl and I becamed a couple. It was a strange
thing. I was about 11 - 12 years old.
I didn't know what to do. So I just waited for her to call me
and then I hoped we could do something.
But of course she didn't call me (girls sucks at it), so
nothing really happend. We only played some boring kiss games
and such things you do at that time in life. Then we
"broke up". To be honest I don't think I was in
love with her. This was a also the period when I started to
get some strange feelings in my stomach. It was a great
feeling, to be in love. There was this stupid person witch
parents that were very srange, he started to bully at me
about the same time I arrived as new at the school.
13 years I was when I
changed school for the 2nd time, now I began what we here in
Sweden call "Högstadium". It's the 7nd year in
school. Once again the same person that had bullied at me at
the other school was at this school, and of course he started
to bully at me here right away. He just didn't thought I was
made to be at that school. He wanted me out of the way. I
never got serious help from the teachers or other persons at
the school, they only said like "it will be fine".
I was still in the same good class that I meet at the age of 10.
We had some great classtrips that I will never forget. We
were in Norway, climbing in the mountains and all kind of
cool things. And another time we were in Denmark. Had a great
time there too. Many of my friends bought alcohol, I was so
anti-alcohol at that time, maybe because I had never tried it
and wasn't sure what the effects was.
When I was about 14 or 15
years old, I meet this wonderful girl. We were quite close to
get together. But as always, I was to slow to handle things.
We still have contact.
The last grade at the "must-go-to-school" was a
real nightmare. My self-confidence was at the very bottom at
this time, it was gone. The person that had been bugging at
me for about 4 years, still did. I
just hated him, and said that too him or something just
happend. The last months he didn't do anything. Nothing.
Maybe he was regretting all the things he had said and done
to me?
It was time to move again, and this time
back to Gothenburg, I was 16 and
began at so called "Gymnasium" wich is totally
free. You can go there if you want to, you don't have to. But
it's for your own good. I first studied the "Hotel and
Restaurant" program, but I wasn't pleased, about 50 % of
the students weren't at their lessions and they just couldn't
behave as individuals, they were not able to take big
responsibility that was given. So I moved to another program
wich I studied to "take care of children". Once
again the students were not motivated to study, they were
just at school to meet their friends, nothing more, were not
at any lessions. So after one year I started all over again
at the first grade at the "gymnasium" and began to
study "social science". Suddenly I was surrounded
by people that wanted to go to school to learn, and of course
meet their friends, but they also wanted to learn something.
The class were awsome, and is still is.
The first time I was drunk was when I was 17,
location: The Roskilde
Festival. It was a funny feeling. Had a great time there.
Hope to be back there some time, maybe this year?
That's me I think. If you want to know wich kind of music I like, you will get a varied answer, I like about every type of music. I like to listen to new music and see how it developes. Some of the bands I like are for example, Suede, Kent, Smashing Pumpkins, U2 and Manic Street Preachers. But this is only one music genre. Deep Forest, Sacred Spirit and Enigma is another one. Or why not Jean Michel Jarre, Mike Oldfield, Enya or Vangelis. I try to review a few music albums in the month or so.
Movies and concerts are also as you maybe have already guessed two of my big interests. I try to review some movies and concerts here at the site sometimes, if I have the time and are in the mood for it. I also read a lot of books, only in English though. I never read translated books. I want to read what the orginal wanted me to read in the first place.
Quake is the game, the only game, the best game series ever, nothing can beat them, thanks id!