This is a page for thoose of you who want to get to know me a little bit better. You have propably clicked at my handle at hcu or the 30s, where i use to chat.*S*
Want my stats??*L*..well you wouldnt notice me in a crowd, thats for sure, im quite ordinarly...at least in sweden where i live.*S* Maybe one day when i figured out how..you will be able to look at my picture. *S*
I am 37 years old and got a bachelors degree in dental technology. I just decided to try to get a doctors degree in dental materials. In that way i am able to do research which is my goal right now in this life.
But work and studies are not all there is in this beautiful world..i got five kids too,who i love to spend my time with. I also read a lot,try to write small poems and most of all i am thinking..all the time..*LOL* Not to mention all my dear and close friends who never let me down and try their best not to go crazy when i open my mouth and tell them what is inside my head ..*L*
The point with life is not to try to figure out what you can get,but what you can give.. Because the more you give the more you get....*S*
I think the meaning with life is to try to learn as much as possible,in every field. The source of knowlege can be friends,books,travels,experiences and meditation. The important thing is to be openminded,tolerant,humble and curious.
After life comes...yes what??..i dont know...maybe a new life, maybe paradise. The only thing i know is that the paradise sounds boring to me in that sence its eternal...and there is nothing to be after eternity...well maybe i must get used to the idea that there is an end to everything, a final solution...but im not happy about that..i like to feel there is always something in front of me..another goal to reach..*S*
Love is often mixed up with dependence;but the truth is that you are able to love only in proportion to your capacity for independence...( Rollo May,Man's Search For Himself)
To need someone is beautiful,but to be dependent leeds nowhere.*S*
This poem is the most beautiful i ever read about a relationsship...unfortunately i dont have it in english but im looking for it..
En god relation har ett mönster precis som en dans och bygger på liknande regler. De två behöver inte hålla varandra särskilt hårt eftersom de rör sig tryggt i samma mönster, komplicerat, men glatt, snabbt och fritt...ett hårt grepp skulle störa mönstret och frysa rörelsen, hindra den oändligt föränderliga skönheten i dess blomning...de vet att de är partners som rör sig till samma rytm, skapar ett mönster tillsammans och berikas osynligt av det. (Anne Morrow Lindbergh)
Its about how a relation can be compared to a dance..you are doing it together, but if you hold on to each other to hard, its impossible to continue the dance..*S*
For most of us ...not every day is a dance...and for some of us its more like this..
I am never so far away from you as when you are holding me. In my fantasy i am running, fighting to keep you away from me.You say; you are here but still not here. And I have no objection .Why do i stay?? (woman)
I think maybe the key is that we should try to get more loving , not only with our families but honestly try to love all people that we meet. Its not easy but maybe necessary, what if we are only small parts of a bigger unit???
Doris Lessing..The Making of the Representative for Planet 8...
"But Johor, when you look at this planet with your Canopuseyes you might not see us as individuals, but as combinations of individuals who are sharing a quality that as a matter of fact makes them, us, to one (unit)."
"And it happened that when we were abel to see the materia of our bodies, saw that it dissapeared while we were looking at it and we understood that we are a dance and a shimmer and a permanent ongoing vibrating movement, a flow."
"It seems to me that we dont know enough of ourselves, that we dont sufficently often ask ourselves about our lives, or specific episods or periods in our life, may just be analogs or metafors or echoes that belong to some development or some creation inside other peoples?-or animals?-or maybe even inside forrests or the worldseas or rocks?-in our own world, or even in other worlds or dimensions." (my own translations...sorry if the english is not quite good..*S* )
Isn't this amazing thoughts??!!
Why do we tend to be so afraid of changes?? Are not changes a great opportunity to learn and get experiences?? A challenge to overcome..and what a happy feeling when you finally did it!! We are all afraid sometimes but the important thing is to be brave enough to feel the fear but not let it paralyze you. Read Susan Jeffers book, Feel the fear and do it anyway. It's great!!*S*
Now when you finished reading my page....get out of here and take care of yourself...but not too much..a challenge every day keeps the doctor away..*S*
There are more Abouts..to be...*S*
If you want to share your thoughts or just want to get in touch with me
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