Dark Poems By "The Nephilim"

Moonlight is shining on your pale face
The silence feels so thick that you almost could touch it with your bare hands
You sweep your eyes throe the crowd of white cold faces 
Black unforgiving eyes stares back at and you with hatred 
Your mind recalls the past full of joyful memories and black sorrow
The past seems so far away and the feelings so distance 
You're mind thinks of the last feeling of joy you had with you're precious angel
The feeling of sadness and darkness shiver in you're old cold immortal body
Years so old  leaves many deep scars in you're cold dark soul
Deep Scars that hurts so much that death will seem like liberation  
Last words are told last wish is spoken
Wishes of joy and angels wishes of a final feeling of close bodies
The last thought you grant your angel of mankind

The hunger tears in you're mind, destroys you inch by inch
Eating on the piece that once where self-control and self-esteem
It bites you again and again till's the once so proud soul crumbles and fall
Only then and only then it will stop the horror it creates 
It will then be too late for regrets and the mind is numb
With a numb mind you are falling through eternal times
A final smile a final touch
With the help of hunger you will reach the final destination
The cliffs are near
Closer and closer they move towards you
A final thought of joy
With closed eyes you meet the world below  
Lost...

A cold wind sweeps near
The darkness shivers
The light in the distant seems so far away
Sounds you never heard before
Light you never seen before
You stand still to afraid to move
A black shadow moves near
Thoughts to cold to think
Closer the shadow move
You close your eyes
The cold feeling spreads throe your body 
The shadow now stands next to you
The shadow seems to be familiar
It speaks just two words
The sound of that voice seems familiar
It spreads warms and harmony in your darkened soul
You open you’re eyes
The face the eyes the presence
You see your beloved

Another faked smile on the outside
Empty laughter echoes through the inside
Feelings are so distant so beyond the real
With every faked smile and empty laughter the inside is crying for help and salvation
So alone so unreal 
Sadly so beyond the real
You wish for joy 
You wish for love
But there is no hope for salvation to become real
The wishes to become real are sadly the untold 
The untold haunts you in you're dreams 
To afraid to sleep to afraid to dream
You hope to wake up to the light
But you only wake up to the dark reality
With dreams the days seems to be less unreal
Faked smile and empty laughter
The days are darker and darker
You hope to forever dream about the joy and laughter 
Now the only thing left is no hope for the real
You begin to dream the forever dream of love and laughter
You see the light you dream the dreams of joy
Surrounded with love in the forever dreams
The final dream is here to stay forever

Running away can’t help you escape from this cold dark hands
It will strike you down again and again
With much effort you try to avoid it
The cost of running away is getting to high to bare 
Cold hands grips around you’re terrified heart 
It hold’s you so tight that life seems far away
Light becomes darkness and shadows transforms to black creatures
Ears hear soft sounds but you’re mind can’t understand sweetness and salvation
It grips you tighter and tighter until the last glimt’s of life is gone
Feelings of salvation seems far away 
Distant lights disappear one bye one
Time is only something that flows around you when this hand holds you tight
Hands of cold seems to catch you every time you think you’re strong enough
When the hands finally stops to hold tight they leave only a cold silent heart slowly pounding in darkness
Slowly you are getting stronger 
Heart beat by heart beat the life draws near
Shadows slowly becomes natural
Lights in the distant are slowly hear 
You’re heart beats stronger every minute
Words now seems to be normal and sounds are getting clear
Salvation are maybe and slowly drawing near 
You stand still and feel the presence of life that seems to be hear again 
With a pounding heart you feel the warm wind against you’re face
You are running faster and faster away 
The hands is here again and now with a stronger colder grip then before
With a jump you chase the hands away
Forever gone are they
The last thing you hear is the cold laughing hands
Ha ha…

Fill glasses with joy
Raise them high
Let us cheer the moment
Drink the joy and feel the day
Thou are indeed a special 20th day
Sing a song for the friend we cheer
Sing for times to come and the times we had
Fill glasses with joy
Raise them high
Salute again the special friend we share
Happy birthday to you our special friend

To Late

I hold you in my arms
A kiss on you're forehead
A gentle touch on you're cheek
Why are you so cold
Why are you're eyes closed
Where is you're breath
So many questions but no answers are told
Silence spreads in the air
So quiet so cold
I hold you in my arms
A kiss on you're forehead
A gentle touch on you're cheek
I will stay here until the end of time
I will stay here to be with you
Stay here until answers are told
My angel my love my revelation
So quiet so cold

Killed By Words

She talks
Words blinds me
Ancient words
Forgotten words
So powerful and strong
Words about lost and forgotten
She talks
The sun seems darker
The night so bright
The revelation
Sun and moon transforms to a single light
Night and day becomes one
Past and present melt to together to one
She talks
Earth crumbles
The high seas is raging
Clouds are divided
The sky opens
She talks

I hear words spoken of joy and laughter
I see happy faces smiling
I feel there friendship together
Meeting there eyes in hope of a glimpse of a smile
I meet only the hard cold face of dislike
Backs are turning in disgust
Silent whispers spreads
"He doesn't belong here" I here them whisper
But does really anyone belong here I think in stillness 
I choose to walk away 
I choose to never return
Seeking life in another corner of the world
I'm free to seek life
I'm free of the boundary of life
Free to roam the world
My soul is free at last

Dreams of the present 
Days of cold and days of illusion 
So painful and so reminding of the cold hard responsibility 
The kids don't exist anymore
Forced to be in the box of the adult world
They are not allowed to play anymore

Where's a smile when i need one
Where's  a kiss when i want one
Where's a heart when i need one
Where's a mind when a want one
A Kiss and a smile  is really out of sight 
My heart and my mind is really out of sight
The isolation strike me down

Anemone

Beauty so perfect
White leaves so lovely
With perfect green body
I hold you gently and with much respect
I kiss you with careful lips
The air is full of the sweet smell of you
You fill my dark sense with warmth
"I love you" I whisper careful in you're white leaf ear
I hold you tight near me
Time stand still for a swift moment
My mind remembers that you are condemned to die
At the very moment i picked you up i also separated you from life
I'm opening my hand
I let you fall slowly in the air
Warm winds are gently stroking the falling life
I see you next spring my love

Feelings of unknown explore you’re inner mind
People you never seen before stand so close to you 
Music of the unknown reaches the ears and holds you so still 
Listening to the unknown sounds makes the world appear in a new form
A dream takes shape from the music you hear
A part of you starts floating above you with an invisible ghostlike body
To see the physical you stand there is a divine experience
To see all the other people standing here just listening 
To see there new forms take shape like new born souls 
Feeling of revival flows through you’re soul
Saved from the dark world are you for a swift musical moment
Dreams so precious dreams so dear 
Musical sounds always make this reappear

She stands alone in the night
Whispering words of ancient wisdom
Winds touch her face with honour
The icy mountains salute her presence
Frosty lakes glitter in the night 
The night belongs to her 
To the princess that we all adore
A friend to praise and a friend to share
She is all that a friend should be 
The princess of the night

She smiles 
The world shines on me
The smile of gods gives me strength
She talks 
The words spread through my body 
The voice of angels fills me with love and peace
Darkness dissolves in my soul 
My precious my love my world my revelation 
She laughs
I hear angels sing with delightful voices 
My soul is in peace 
Feelings of warmth spread inside my cold body
I see you I hear you I feel you near
My angel is here

Fires burn inside 
Fires of guilt and destruction
Souls burn in vain screaming in silence 
You hear the terrifying dying scream of mortal souls
Once again you feel a piece of you’re humanity disintegrate
Why does this feel so hard to take souls back to their home? 
Such a big step to take 
Another soul crumbles under you’re hands 
Another life become extinct
Burning sensation once again 
Heavy burdens of dead souls 
You are the reaper of mankind

I see my old wornout teddybear
So filled with childhood memories
Memories wash over me like a storming ocean
Hugging you’re soft warm body gave my strength to sleep
Dreams i had once where so innocent and true 
Some where more crazy and impossible then the other
I always slept beside my true dear friend my old teddybear
Dream of invisibility, super strength and ability to fly 
Dreaming beside my dear,dear teddybear
Now life has changed and my old friend sleep alone
The dreams changed to hard cold reality
My childhood wall of dreams has tumbledown
I sometimes wish back my soft friend which sleep so alone in darkness

I walk on a hard narrow road 
Fog behind and in front of me
Totally surrounded with a blue shiny fog
Every step i take is now
The next step is the future
I can regret steps but i can’t do them undone
Sometimes i tumble and fall
My face often hits the hard road ahead
I always seem to get up on my aching feet’s
Often i wish to stay down, to stay and never get up again
Never to walk another step forward on the disgusting foggy road
But somehow i seem to keep walking forward
Every time i fall i get scars on my face
Some on the surface and some deep 
Some deep scars i always feel deep inside me
The scars always will remind me of the times i fall
Somehow the scars make me rise after i tumbled 
I keep taking a step forward on the foggy road
One foot ahead and never to take the same step again
I breed slowly and take a step into the foggy road…

Mystical light glows round Her presence
Writing fantasy stories in the light from the full moon 
Old clever rich dragons and a shiny gentelmanlike knight in full armour
A Princess so beautiful trapped by an evil witch
Her pen scratches the paper 
She sits there so mystical and beautiful in the glowing night
We wish we could write like her
Stories so enchanting, powerful and full of life
We praise to the northern story queen

Let us exchange experience for a while
Where minds and time touch briefly 
I share you a moment of life
I take you're precious time
In a net of dreams we struggle on
Shall we harvest our success in fields of ourselves?
Shall we meet again in our dear Te'salong?
Ever...

Massive pain shiver throe my entire body
The skin tightens and bones shiver
Snakes walk up the wall
Spiders crawl on the floor
Visions of mother earth flash
This and only this shows the true nature of me
I welcome you  my burning pain...