This page is dedicated to the art of poetry. An talent I acctually not have
but have made use of throught the years, mostly as a therapy for my
Etrenal depression. I don't acctually claim it is poetry I have written
but I believe I have to share it with others as to make them feel better.

YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!

A book of oats.

A book of oats,
every one of them he broke,
empty promises of fate,
lies before my feet in hate,
demolished dreams of happiness,
on my knees I paryed,
it makes me hold this face of emptiness,
true faith is hard to find,
and no god knows what in my mind.

 

Rest.

Rest, rest my thoughts from words that blind,
from worlds of mind,
death to find.
rest.

 

Dictator.

With burning flesh, I bless thy,
with fields of death I purify,
by my will I kill,
through belief I reign,
through life I lure,
with time I bind,

With love I fool,
all beauty I rape,
through desire I manipulate,
all thoughts I blind,
am I in your mind to be found?
with wanting you reach for me,
through purity I make you see.

 

A blinded soul.

Talk to me and you will see,
a blinded soul, a shaded shape,
a mournful thing, I say goodbye,
you tell me nothing, only ask yourself why?

 

Grief.

Grief, this loss of hope,
and with numbness I create a home
with feelings stored outside,
fast as anger, strong as love,
I embrace my soul, and take my life,
how can anyone bear this strife?

 

Rush.

Rush, pills for the pain,
rush, adrenaline kills my brain,
rush, and alcohol for my soul,
rush, your cold eyes me behold,
rush, my life is to the rush sold.

 

Nothing.

I know nothing,
for Ihave never lived before
I know nothing,
for I have never died before,
I know nothing,
for I will only die once,
I believe nothing,
so I'll never come to paradise
I believe nothing,
so I'll never visit hell,
I believe in nothing,
have I managed far to well?
I believe in nothing,
so that my soul is mine,
I am nothing,
for I know nothing,
I am nothing,
for I believe in nothing,
I am nothing,
for I believe I know nothing,
I am nothing,
for I know I believe in nothing,
That, is why I am...

 

I don't care...

I don't care what you do or say,
I guess it would be the best if you walked away,
because I know for myself,
I would love you until the final day.

 

Picture.

I panted a picture of sadness,
I killed a whole world with pain,
some might say in madness,
I wish I knew what is truely sane...

 

Precious.

A touch so soft,
her skin so frail,
a hair so beautifull,
her eyes a tale,
A face like a queen,
I tell you truely,
far the most beautifull I've seen,
You truely are a beauty.

 

Rape me.

Sorrow reach to rape my soul,
silver tears falls to meet the floor.

In your hands lay my heart to misrule,
am i nothing for you than a fool.

Golden thorns, uncaring eyes,
I watch it all from behind my disguise,
the true me is slowly dying,
soon there will be no use fighting,
I guess I will walk this lonely way,
down in darkest part of me.

But with some good hope and a big heart fighting,
I'll be the one to never stops trying,

I war with all my fears,
and hope I won't die for many years,

I wish I would meet you...
for whom my love is true...

 

Dagger rise!

Flashes in my eyes,
in my head, let's roll the dice,
a bitter laugh, a ratteling sound,
in this tourtured kindom I'm bound,
in my hands, my fate is told,
all this dark master, behold!
A beautiful sun arise, My queen,
I will never forget those mysterious smiles,
In my head, let the dagger rise,
none told me then, was I fool or wise,

Acid tears, the things of all my fears,
in my head.
Nothing!

 

Shadows.

Shadows warms and shelters my mind,
and helps me seek what i cannot find.
Should I run or stay?
Believe and Pray,
or keep all your demons away,
my night is my mistress,
I am sheltered under her arms,
throughout the night, all from dusk.
I am her knight, untill my last breath,
then I'll still serve her, for she is death...

 

The dance.

Flames dance before my eyes,
how can I keep up all these lies?
Transparent veil of emptiness;
shields my everything and nothing less.
Even though I fight his eternal fire,
he is all that I admire,
he is something more than me,
he's the one I cannot see,
he mustn't be!
I command, I obey,
because I tell him what to say,
he consumes all my progress,
guiding me with his hellish caress,
Sadly, he's the one who's me,
he is the one you cannot see.

 

Swift.

Faster, faster
give me all I need,
faster, faster
don't you dare say it's greed,
faster, faster,
obey your master,
faster, faster
where's all that I've been after,
faster, faster,
stop the lies you into me feed,
faster, faster,
I realize I cannot see,
faster, faster,
I feel nothing, I must be free.

 

 

I will add more poems as I feel like it.
please tell me if you like them,
Mail me: Thomas